Along the waiting ....

When you waited too long, it get fed up..

These happened for the past two weeks. It is time to wake up and face the reality. The reality that stand by myself for the two weeks. Hope flow in at times yet, it just procrastinated one to stop and wait longer. The illusion that given is all fake. It is upsetting but that's life. You take and give. There is dreams that we share and all these were impossible. How i wished that was possible.. But that is still impossible no matter how positive I am..

Submission.. Back in action.

the began of first two week...........

Finally, i get my free night. Over the last two week, it was all about rushing here and there. Assignment never stop assigned to kill us ever since the past two week. Almost every night, i made my own panda eyes. But, not only complain, started to learn more about life.

The hardwork does pay off at times. Finished the assignment and able to pass up it. Although there is much more room of improvement yet, i have done that holiday assignment with bonus which is the sarawak holiday. Talking about Sarawak, it finally ended. Have to learn to love reality. Practical training was a worth thing to be enjoyed. Ours is definitely different from others. It is a break from architecture in a fun way. Meeting the fun people and fun activites. In the future, if i ever looked back, the experiences will never removed from the mind. Will not unless Parkinson attacked. Haha.

Today will be a break day from sketches, conceptual, CAD, model and others. No architecture night and just me and myself and my interest. reading blog and watching as much drama as I can. But with ONE condition, tomolo, i have to stick myself on the chair and start drawing the needed thing for crit submission on monday.

Second project : An expression of personality on a Pavilion.

This project is different than other project. A new feel as now we are allowed to express what we really want. Our own design setting. My personality...
Stubborn, restless, cheerful, and stubborn again. How to really reinterpret this into my cool pavilion? Something rigid , dynamic or something soft, curvy.? Let's think again tomolo.

Going to singapore soon. For class trip. The last trip was 4 years ago for the Xmas. The orchard road is a memorable place. The place that i found the wild me. I love partying with stranger on the particular day. Weird interest. But with Chinese only, it really make me felt chinese. Look like I have to save more and more money for the coming trip. Not only singapore but hong kong for next year. Architecture student is poor student.

Ok.. time to catch back my drama... Hail..

A new chapter of life

Finally I am back from kuching. It bring both feelings. Happy for being at home at last and sad for leaving a place that became mine for approx 3 mths. The unusual feel of not meeting such a big crowd need time to heal. This two month has brought us so much closer. From someone that is formal became someone that can joke all the time. It really take time to build such relationship but sad to say, it is hard to maintain. We might bump into each other like we just knew each other. After all, this is life. You come and go in everyone's life.

MJ is gone. The reaction that people gave is.. WOW.. why treasure only if it is lost? While he is alive, there is people that judge him and when he gone, all these gone and it turn to be something else. When human gone, the story also gone. LOST + GONE = treasure. guess that is it..

Man in the mirror- reflection- i guess this is the best song to see humans. when you feel lost, sad or